Wasted My Time. Poem by Emma Jane Rae

You built me up,
To cause devastation in your wake,
I don't think I can give anymore,
What else can you possibly take,
Your heart has turned,
From red to black,
You've put me through hell,
There's no coming back,
I so stupidly put,
My love and trust in another,
But my love gets abuse by everyone,
Even my own mother,
I'll never forget,
this way that I feel,
And I'm not sure,
If I will ever heal,
But I have to try,
For the sake of my dog,
I've even prayed,
Asked for help from god,
How can you be,
So cruel to me,
We always said,
Our love was meant to be,
You told me I needed ‘fixing'
Like I was a broken toy?
Where the hell did my man go?
And who the f*ck is this little boy?
You've pushed me away,
And left me,
And I have to mend my broken heart,
And once again I find my self,
Right back at the f*cking start! !