We Shall Find Joy ☹️ Poem by A. Marvellous

i would pick a fleeting moment of hearty laughter when the road seem difficult to climb, & loop it until I've accumulated a plethora of motivation to try again. & when i hit the rock bottom,

i would safely delve deep into my heart, unlock the safe, peek inside a room of winning moments;
a moment that hard-work pays, if I don't give in to giving up.

im creating my own little library in heart,
filled with all the times i spent before childhood loaned me adulthood.

i'd open it whenever i want, choose a moment and watch it through.

my little library of my boy memories shall serve as a guarantee that the boy in me lives & thrives in the body of the man that i have become, is becoming & will become.