What If Poem by Brittani Martin

what do you do when everywhere you look all you see is black
what happens when all you ever hear about is what you lack
when no matter how hard you try
you just have to continue living a lie
and your tired of putting on a show
just wishing for a second you could let it all go
living in the past not for now
continuing on wondering how
everything you have ever known or done
could disappear in a minute and be gone
all the things you have worked so long to get
and everyone you have ever met
what do you do when theirs nothing left to live for
you just need something, a little more
something to hold onto while your falling down
to help you climb back up before you drown
what do you do when you cant get that help up you need
what if you cant get that little shove to get back into the lead