What We Once Had Poem by Jessica Henning

The love we shared
was at one time spared
then i screwed up BIG
and now i disguise myself with a wig
and i just cant take it any more
each day i fall in more
and it hurts me deep inside
and it wont even let me hide
its all bottled up in side
and this new life is a bumpy ride
i dont know how long i cant take it
but you have always had my heart and promised not to brake it
and i dont know what to do
because when i talk to you
i fall in love all over again
and its like a knife causing soo much pain
and i want you
i know you do too
at least thats waht you said
and i am still lying here half dead
wonderin the same question over and over
and i want to know if we will ever
be waht we used to be
HAPPY! !
and alls i asked is for another chance
just one more dance
and i would make it all right
and then we wouldnt have to fight
we could be together
forever
but thats outta the question now
and i still dont understand how
how can you say that you love and care
and dont act like you care
and brake my heart
yeah... it crumbled apart
you were mine and it was good
until she came b4 you and stood
told you that i was a mistake
and that it was all fake
and sry but i cant stand her any more
shes no friend shes a wh***
and you...
you...
i dont know any more
i think youve fallen for that wh***
and i know this poem will make you mad
but its better to let it out instead of it being all bad
so i still sit here and cry
askin my self why
why cant he forgive me
WHY WHY did he do it to me...