Who Am I? Poem by Vimal Kumar N

Are you watching closely...!
I'm the one who loved you like never before..
You may not see me...
But I’m very near to you...
You could feel me
Somewhere deep inside your soul...
I was born someone
But living as someone else..!
I'm trying to figure out who I’m..
Who am I..?
I need love but love hates me....
I need peace....but peace is fighting against me.....
I need happiness but happiness is annoying me.....
I'm enemy to the hell....
Heaven is far away....
Where should I go...?
Nobody to care....
Death could be a wish....
But it is too rejected 4 me...
Living is horror.....
My tears are warm
Like the interior of sun....
But My eyes have frozen
Like the deepest of Antarctic..
All I could say is
Stay away....
My love might be
Injurious to your heart...
So stay away...
Or else
I'll move away with agony...