Who I Am Today Poem by Janelle Morehart

I can hear my heart beating
All my thoughts are fleeing
I'm lost in the anguish
Lost in anxiety
Nervous without a reason
Scared without a cause
I am not happy at all
I can't make a mistake
I must've make one at all
Perfection is the key
Perfection is the goal
In this it is a must
But with each passing moment
With each passing day
I'm falling harder and harder
I'm failing in every way
My world is crumbling
My purpose tumbling
Where am I going
What do I do
Why I am I here
God please give me a reason why
Any reason
I'll take any excuse
Any little thing
Give me the blame
I'll take the pain
But please someone
Oh anyone please
Give me a reason
A reason to be