Why Did She Take Her Own Life Poem by Amber Lyn Charneski

Wishing that she could disappear from the face of the world
Holding on to every ounce of pain she felt everyday
Yerning for the day that her pain would finally subside

Down falling in her life and falling into a deep depression
If only we could have realized what she hid behind her smile
Deep in the maze of depression that's only seen through her eyes

So lost and alone in this world that is so cruel to her heart
Her life is falling apart in front of her now dulled eyes
Empty is how she sees herself in the mirror in the morning

There is where she sat lost and alone far from all her friends
Available for anything and nothing at the same time
Kinda getting lost in the crowded hallways in her wondering mind
Even though everyone knows where she last seen standing

Her nightly cries for help never really noticed by anyone else
Even her close friends had over looked her tear stained pillows
Rarely did she ever speak of her tears that she had left there

Outdoors was her only true passion especially the water
Well since we finally put together all the pieces we finally understand
Now exactly why she drove her car into the bottom of the stream

Little to late for she spilled her own blood on that cold lonely life
If only she would have known that she was never really alone
From the very start she leaves her friends with sad and broken hearts
Everyone wishes that they could have seen it coming but no one did