Writings In An Empty Head Poem by Brianna Townsend

I see you but your not here
I hear you but your nowhere near.
I can feel you but your too far away
I can talk but it wouldn't matter what I say.
I'm here and I'm all alone
the scars, they have shown.
I don't want this, not right now
I try to move on, but I don't know how.
I'm scared, lost and confused
I'm feeling nothing but used.
I'm broken and torn apart
What I used to have, is no longer a heart.
I'm alone inside my head
the thoughts haunt me every night, laying in bed.
I want this to stop, I don't wanna feel like this
I don't want you to be the only one I miss.
I want to live I want to die
I want to be alone and just cry.
I can reach out to you, you just turn away
If your really wondering, no I'm not okay.
I can fake and I can pretend
feels like it's gonna take forever for this heart to mend.