Ycut Ii: This... Poem by Stephen Carey

Pain

Love..
Self-hate

Heaven...
Misery
Ecstacy

Never ending-
this adventure,
From a lack of-
a beginning.

Running in circles,
around in my mind-
Wishing to feel this-
there's no wrong or right,
just what can't be had

Wanting so very strong
Knowing I know the truth
Going back-and-forth so-
Feeling inside out,
when what is right is wrong,
or misinterpereted

Crying out for happiness
Smiling so tear are not seen
Never knowing if this is-
Unattainable or not-
moving on would hurt less...
than holding on to this wish
Hope hurts the worst of all...