You And Me Poem by Audrey O'shea

we keep coming back to one another, but i dont know why i even

bother. it not gonna ever change, we'll keep on doing this all the same,

always playing the blame game. me always questioning, your arms

always beckoning. i dont know how to take this, its so different to

compare, at first it was complete n total bliss, now its like you never

cared. that hurts so much, n i didnt think it would, with you i get this

hyper rush, like i never thought i could. ill be honest cus i never

thought we'd last, we kept going n going oh so freaking fast. but i liked

the rush n i started to really like you, then it hit the fan n instead of

sticking we began to unglue. i felt like everything was slowly coming

apart, n i relly was mad, becus i gave you my heart, n in return you

made me sad. we can fight like we're never gonna speak to each other

again, then the next days here and we're right back in. kissing n huggin

n laughin like old times, n i try so hard not to think of how your not relly

mine, n how slowly n slowly my anger unfolds n unwinds. but seeing you

makes my eyes come to life, feeling you is like caressing the blade of

a knife. its dangerous but it drives me crazy, n then im back to calling

you my baby. i relly wish you'd speak the truth to me, becus i can't

figure you out, cus my eyes cannot see.