You Are So Illusive, So Egoistic, So Touchy Poem by Dipankar Sadhukhan

Have you ever tried to read my psyche?
Have you ever tried to make me happy?
What may I expect from you, my darling?
I can utter just - no, never, nothing...

With a full hearted hope and dream
I wanted to walk with you for life time.
To deceive me you receded like a mirage.
Our holy kinship ended only for your rage.

I thought, 'you are so lovely, so colourful'
I wanted to make my dream so beautiful
With your charming hue, with your loveliness
But you made my dream so dark, so colourless.

I just wanted your magical touch and affinity
You might have filled my heart with felicity
And my eyes with the shine of happiness
But you threw me in the ocean of darkness.

You are a fragrant bait with a fishing hook.
You are the poisonous water flowing in the brook.
Like a hunter you feel so delighted and happy
By trapping and killing the victim cleverly.

Now I am too tired to rush towards thee.
You are so illusive, so egotistic, so touchy.
I don't need you; I don't need your kindness
As now I'm self dependent to lead my life in happiness.

By Dipankar Sadhukhan
Kolkata, India.
Copyrights@May18,2015(12: 20am) .