You Dont Stay For Me Poem by Jocelynn Halbauer

I thought of you today
The feelings that you bring
Wishing you were true
Cause your my everything

The blade bites at my flesh
I don't know what to do
The pills start kicking in
I never deserved you

When you hurt yourself
You rip my soul apart
My everything and anything
My bruised and battered heart

With you I feel perfect
Beautiful, happy, sane
I try but don't know what to do
I want you to feel the same



Its great to know that you don't stay alive because you want to be with me.
You stay alive because I told you to.