You Hurt Inside Your Hear Prt.2 Poem by Jessica Henning

You hurt inside your heart
Because things wont ever change
When I told you about the start
My heart was rearranged

The rape from a year ago
Left me with my tears
When I realized I said no
My pride turned into fears

The knife inside my back
Doesn’t exist no longer
My lifestyle is still a slack
But the struggles made me stronger

Im still haunted with the past
And afraid of whats to come
I stare through my window glass
Drinking my pain with rum

So my pain is out of touch
But my heart still cracked in two
I never thought itd hurt this much
And I owe it all to you

Although gravity may have won
But the people never will
I look at what ive done
And wonder if he loves me still

I take it day by day
And I walk it step by step
When I figure out what to say
My secrets are best kept

So this is my life
And the pain I feel gets worse
As I struggle and I strife
Im bound by evil curse