You Promised :) Poem by sarah manewell

You broke my heart in 2
You promised to be here forever
But now your gone
Forever turned into never
It breaks my heart to see you with her, but I’ll smile just to make you happy, even though I cry myself to sleep at night coz I cant get the thought of you outta my head. I’ll always remember the good times and I’ll remember how very old they really are and even now looking back on them sortta makes me smile. Everything I see or do reminds me of you, I see you everywhere I go, I know that smile iv seen it before, I know that voice iv heard it before.
I miss you
If I could only hear your voice now it would tell me bitter words I no longer want to hear. We’re always ending, always over back and forth like a roller coaster, well maybe I don’t want to be apart of this game no more, its over but my heart wont let go, I wanted something more maybe to be loved by you coz I did love you but maybe that is in the past but like I said my love for you will always last. Why do I always fall for you? I know you were something special but everything I felt went away the 1st time you broke my heart, what makes her better than me what makes her everything I cant be? ? ? Why lead me on? Why couldn’t you just let go? Instead of causing me all this heartache, don’t you know the love you had for me was fake. I cannot be what you want me to be maybe some day but not today so why not leave me be, maybe you were having a bad day or you just didn’t know what you were doing but there was no need to cheat on me, so now you want to set me free love hurts cant you see? ? ?