poeticgirl 100993 Poems

in this grave where her heart is laid,
so much disappointed for not having him as her shade,
the abstract image that was drawn on the tombstone fades,
for her heart, when still alive, was never ever given any, even a little grace.
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'i will write a poem for you again..if we will reconcile and live happily ever after..'
this was the last emotional sentence of the poem i wrote for you 7 months ago,
the revelation i told you, i thought, could help me to let these feelings go,
this heart of mine, when you're here, goes slow mo.
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i feel sorry for you girl,
for choosing him to be loved by you,
you still don't know what he does to you secretly,
yet, you are continuing to love him gently.
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Ten..
more than ten times I used to cry,
because of him and them and I still try,
to be good and yet, they let my heart fry,
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Five..
5 times a day i always ask my mother,
if i have that kind of gift like any other,
she used to say i'm fair until she has no more words to utter,
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darkest part of this challenging life, i used to remember,
when i couldn't find an abode, even a crying shoulder,
i brayed for the pain that i couldn't easily bear,
for nobody has showed me, even a little care.
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during our younger years, you decided to leave and surrender,
what you promised that you used to say it would be forever,
i was not hurt that time, for you, i didn't care,
and the game between the two of us, because of me, was unfair.
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being stuck in the middle of nowhere,
she just can't help but wonder,
for he, is nothing, but a barrier,
to feel the extreme guilt to the other.
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'i love you'
if only i can tell you everyday
if only i can hug you instead of making a fray
saying sweet words instead of making you mad
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catching a glimpse of the others
something triggers my mind to wonder
most choose a world they more prefer
yet, they still can't find what makes them happier.
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