Sorry For You, Girl Poem by poeticgirl 100993

i feel sorry for you girl,
for choosing him to be loved by you,
you still don't know what he does to you secretly,
yet, you are continuing to love him gently.

his smile, are you sure you are only the one who make him smile?
his sweet text messages, how sure are you that you are only the one whom he texts like that?
i often see you happy and contented being with him,
but how can you assure him that he is contented having you?
is it only you, or there are some 'others' in his life?

i am not expressing these feelings to make you scared,
this is the truth i did not expect to know a few hours ago,
you do not know me,
but i know you very well,
i do not want you to cry like i used to do before,
i see in your actions how much you love that dork,
you are giving your whole trust because you think you know him much,
he's your classmate, a good friend of yours before, and now your cheater lover.

i cannot say this to you directly
though i really want to reveal his treachery,
that's why i used sublimation
as my defense mechanism..
i expressed my emotions in writing again..
you will never believe me for i know
how much you trust and love that stupid person,
no, not a person..an animal.

i loved him once,
i am not feeling bitter to you my dear,
i'm just expressing my concern, for you might cry someday,
happiness and a better luck i wish for you both.

i feel pity and sorry for you, girl..
for you are not the only one in his life,
you are not the only source of his light,
nor the reason why he has to fight..
his fight is not for you,
nor for the girls he's flirting with..
the battle he must win is only for himself,
on how will he able to win the battle between him and his conscience.