Ryan Monroe

what do you see?
i doubt you truly see me
you see failure and incompetence
you have done nothing but destroy my confidence
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haunted by the memoirs of the past,
looking down at the scars and scabs,
seeing a future without a cast,
a present that is up for grabs.
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i dont know why i walk in the door,
knowing that you have something to say,
my lips are sealed and you i ignore,
you say you care, but it seems youre in the way...
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i cant even say those three words right now,
those three words that ment so much to me,
those three words that made my world spin,
those three words that would bring a smile to my face on any gloomy day,
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ive waited it out before,
and it ends very badly.
i waited it out,
to see if her feelings would fade at the least,
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please tell me this love is real,
a feeling that makes my heart skip,
such a small word, its hard to conceal,
in the play of love there is no script.
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he sets his eyes upon me,
strings the arrow, sets the knock,
it really seems to good to be,
why me? out of the flock.
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from the first time we met eyes,
the biggest smile stretched across my face,
to not say hi would've been unwise,
a smile? ill double take, just in case,
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