Tears On My Pillow Poem by Cynthia Aluning

Lying on bed... thinking of you,
wondering if you're artificial or true,
when close to me you are so dear
but being apart is what I always fear

alarmed of the way i feel...
scared of what may be real
is it my heart you steal?
or to you, am I no big deal?

a dropp of tear came from my eye
it really hurts.. I want to die
I want to shout the loudest cry
I want to hear the reasons why

look at what you've done to me,
so why cant we ever be?
you're all I ever wanted to see
you've got me sprung, so set me free!

why did it have to hurt this way?
why couldn't I say the right words to persuade?
why did i love you? and you never loved me back
but somehow I was happy, cause I loved the love I've had

each night, under my love's pillow
the knight I dreamt, I have to let go
I'll shed no more tears, they wont again flow
this fantasy...I quit! I have to move on

there is a time for every love
and our time is yet not known
tomorrow's path might give a glance
for this love that never had a chance...