Standing in the Silence of Your Pain
Standing in the Silence of Your Pain Poems
|2.||I Am From||5/26/2009|
|7.||I Did It Again||6/9/2009|
|10.||Do Me A Favor||6/22/2009|
|11.||Will You Ever Learn?||6/22/2009|
|12.||What Love Is||6/29/2009|
|13.||It's Not Easy||6/29/2009|
|14.||Why? ? ?||6/29/2009|
|18.||At Least She'Ll Be Happy||8/5/2009|
|19.||One More Time||8/15/2009|
|20.||A Face First||8/15/2009|
|21.||It's Not Always Our Fault||8/15/2009|
|30.||Who I Am||5/26/2009|
|32.||I Never Told You||5/26/2009|
|33.||At Long Last||6/9/2009|
|34.||Alone In The Cold||6/9/2009|
|35.||Goodbye To You||6/9/2009|
Alone In The Cold
I call her.
I need help.
She leaves me.
Im in the cold.
I follow her.
She finally listens.
'No comprende' she says.
She takes HIS side.
The one causing my pain.
She stabs me.
She kicks me.
Says that I'll be the one to blame.
I was lost.
I asked her for help.
Asked her to show me a paved road.
She buried it,
said, 'Oh well'
and headed for home.
She left me.
Just like that.
In the cold.
On a dirt road.
I followed the road.
It was winding and hard.
cracked wheels in my head constantly grind,
does he actually regret what he said?
or was that just a lie to soothe my mind?
he knocked down the walls behind which i hid.
did he really think it would be funny,
to make me a joke for them to laugh at?
is it too much to hope that he liked me?
my friends don't believe he could've thought that...
why else would he treat me in this mean way?