Sugar Bear Poems

You just yelled at me, to clean up my room
And underneath my bed, I found these old pictures of you
Where you were having fun, you looked really young
I was just baby, now see what I’ve become
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Staring there motionless as you exhale each breath
The crowd gathers around, still your view is perfect
Remembering the past and times when I came around
Seemed to shatter in my heart, as the way I see you now
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I know that I'm superior to these guys I date
But it's hard to wait especially in such a vulnerable state
I just want to love, be loved, and constantly thought of
But my past has damned me with a colossal grudge
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Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
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Running on
But you, don't know what you're running from
Hiding on
But you, don't know what you're hiding from
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Mixed in the commotion
Mixed in who you are
Mixed in the devotion
Mixed in going far
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There's an infection
Infection's all I see
With no exsplanation
It's tryna get to me
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You’re causing a fit
You’re worse then a pill
You’re making me sick
You’re disgusting NyQuil
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Her mother laughs with her
But somethings eating at her mind
Replaying the disaster
She tried to leave behind
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After all these years of being unable to let off
All the pain inside me that I keep balled up
Then I heard those grand words 'It's not your fault'
And it's lifted my spirits up
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