Anonymus Girl

You can hit me some more if you like
Because you cant make me feel any worse
I never thought that being yours
Would feel like such a curse
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Do you think it's funny,
that every single night,
I can't stop seeing your face
Atleast, not without a fight
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I am in an ocean
Being pulled deep under a wave
In the silence I feel I'm at peace
This is the gift that he gave.
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I'm not your follower
It doesn't matter what you think about me
I do what I want to do
My mind stays free
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So far, life has been darkness
And love has turned into pain
There's no point denying the evidence
When it's happened over and over again
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She doesn’t want to hear it
Words are weak and useless
Her eyes are always sad now
And her nights are constantly sleepless
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I’m hiding from myself now
Because I don’t want to look at me
And remember every little part
Of what I used to be
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My life is overlapping
And my heart is free again
But I'll never forget the longing
I've already forgotten the pain
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Lonely, is my soul without yours
Without your hand to guide me
Without your voice to sing me to sleep
Or your eyes to set me free
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Why didn't you love me?
Why didn't you care?
Why did you decide to leave us?
Because we really need you here
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I bet deaths kiss is sweet
Thats why you wanted it so bad
So you didn't have anymore feelings
All the depression, things making you sad.
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I don't want to close my eyes tonight
Don't want to move in case I forget
You were here two seconds ago
And our love, You didn't regret
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I've been alone all day
All I want is to be with you
But I'm so angry that your all I think about
That I want to say we're thru
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If you wont accept my apology
Then why have you stopped walking away?
Have you finally realised it wasn’t my fault
Or that I really have something to say
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Why do you think,
I wont live without you here
Because I am independent
And I don’t really care
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Feelings from a bottle
Thats what he used to say
I get my feelings from a bottle
Every night and every day
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Do you think I miss you?
Because I really do.
Whenever I close my eyes,
The one person I see is you.
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I don't want to see you
Let the shadows swallow me
Please stop trying to talk
My mind needs to wander aimlessly
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Why do you see my heart
As something for you to break
An unimportant piece of me
Something G didn't have to make
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Not crying anymore
The tears are hurting my face
I don't want to feel close to you
But how can I leave this place?
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