Dan Brown

Rookie (20.02.1988 / Newcastle-Upon-Tyne, UK)

Dan Brown Poems

1. Lost 1/4/2006
2. A Note On Suicide 2/3/2006
3. So I'm... Gay 7/8/2006
4. 99.9% 1/4/2006
5. A 1/27/2006
6. Gay 1/30/2006
7. A Message 1/10/2006
8. All I Know Is I Hate It 1/12/2006
9. Alone 1/20/2006
10. Shadows 3/12/2006
11. Love Games 3/9/2006
12. Together 1/4/2006
13. A Take On Love 1/4/2006
14. Carrier Bag In The Wind 4/21/2006
15. A Dignified Burial 1/4/2006
16. Soul Mate 3/12/2006
17. Awash With A Million Kisses 2/23/2006
18. A Boyfriend's Rosebud 2/8/2006
19. You’ll Never Have What You Won’t Allow Yourself 5/2/2006
20. Animals In The Road - Slow 4/19/2006

Big, Fat, Dirty Secret

I try to find a mirror.
I want to look at myself.
I need to feel disgusted and repulsed.
I need to remind myself what a fat, ugly, worthless
person I am, and that I don’t deserve happiness.
I can’t find one.
I threw them all out,
because I couldn’t bear to look at myself.
I couldn’t bear to keep feeling disgusted and repulsed.

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