Elizabeth Muller

Inside this body
is a trapped soul
Not to be seen
And no where to go
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The sun it shines
Her rays fill the sky
So brightly
You can see everything so clearly
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Do you remember when we met?
You were awfully cute and I tried not to stare
Silly to think a guy like you
would even give me a second glare
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If I told you there were butterflies living in my stomach, would you believe me?

Because there are butterflies inside of me and they flutter furiously when I see you, talk to you, think about you…us. They, just like me, don't know what to do when you're near.
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Brit and leia you guys are great
Especially when things suck
You make me smile when i'm down
And no, its not pure luck
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You know that feeling that you get when someone you love comes near.
The kind that when they touch you, all your feelings shift a gear
And when they speak all you can do is listen, grin and smile
The pain of knowing that you and him will never walk the aisle
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You're supposed to stop when it starts to hurt the most
So why can't I? You can. Do you have to boast?
It's easy for you; to just watch and stare
You can't tell the difference. Or maybe you just don't care?
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So, here's a poem from my heart
I didn't google it
I spent good time; all on my own
Used honesty, and wit
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[Name], you are my love
the only one for me
It was all planned from above
So delicately
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It's funny how it happens
How much you mean to me
I didn't do it on purpose
But my feelings are so free
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Why can't I make the feelings go away
Why do I feel like I've been betrayed
Why do I want to leave. I can't stay
I feel so dumb
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My room's a mess
I'd clean it if I could
but I can't so I won't
clean it the way I should
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Go throw up they say
Well, I say okay
Now I'm hooked and don't know
'Cuz I've thrown up slow
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I lived my life a lie
Wondering, 'Why? '
They would let me hurt so much
Then they called me a walking mistake
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Don't have high expectations of me.
Don't take my heart for granted.
Stop wanting what you can't have.
Don't underestimate my wants and beliefs.
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Time and time again I feel like no one here does care
I feel like I am all alone, whithered in despair
And when I stop to think again about this one dear boy
A pain inside me hurts me close; It's aim is to destroy
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The man who says he knows it all
Has crumbled down, not growing tall
He thinks he's strong but deep inside
He's just as weak, not much could hide
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I wish I hadn’t gone and screwed it up for both of us
I should have kept my mouth shut, maybe then there’d be no fuss

I want to do it right for once, and start off being friends
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I thought my heart could take it
That you wouldn't go and break it
But your mind was over loaded
You should have gone and shown it
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