Joseph Orton Poems
|3.||Lost In Paradise||4/29/2013|
|4.||Amnesia (Praying For Death)||4/29/2013|
|5.||To A Time That Will Never Happen, And To Someone That Never Will Be||4/29/2013|
|6.||When It All Falls Apart||4/30/2013|
|9.||Dead & Gone... So Long!||5/13/2013|
|12.||Burn Me Out||5/13/2013|
|15.||The Lonely World||4/29/2013|
|18.||The Forbidden & Unwanted 'X'||4/29/2013|
The Forbidden & Unwanted 'X'
I don't think.
I could ever let you go.
I may sound like a weirdo.
But I just wanted you to know.
You really did brighten my life.
You were my only summer.
In my years of winter.
Even though are time was short.
I'll never forget what we had was sought.
I know deep down that I will forever miss you.
Even if you are still in my life, I can't kiss you.
I tend to fall to deep.
Even after a week.
You captured me, like no one else.
I feel like I'm under a spell.
I really do wish you felt the same still.
But as long as ...
There was a light.
It was oh so bright.
But then it shattered into a tiny shard.
Why does it make me hurt so hard?
It confuses me.
Why can't my mind just let me be?
The fight becomes unmeaningful.
And it is no longer wonderful.