Kelsi Mancillas

What a fool I am thinking I was a special one.
What a fool I am hoping one day you'd come.
What a fool I am giving you my heart.
What a fool I am, I should've known from the start.
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This brokeness inside
Is breaking me more and more
Everyday is getting harder
My heart just grows more sore.
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There's a girl in the darkness,
who can't find the light
and she can't get away.
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Oh my child, where are you?
Where did you go?
Why did you leave?
I miss you so...
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I was lost,
But YOU, found me. 
I was unsure of where to go,
But YOU, lead me. 
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I have lost all my trust for thee.
No one can give it back to me.
For I am lost in a world of hate.
And now that I think about it I cannot concentrate.
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I wish, I wish upon a star,
that the distance between us.
Wasn't as far.
If only my wishes could come true,
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I like to cut everyday, every night.
I like to cut when it's wrong, when it's right.
I like to cut until I fall asleep at night.
I like to cut cause it's the way I get through a fight.
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Let me tell you about my lord.
He's always here with me
and gives me the strength to move forward.
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I walk in these hallways,
just like the rest of you;
But no sees me in the school days.
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When the thought of you comes to mind.
I always smile and give a little chuckle.
You are so sweet and just so kind.
Just gotta say you look good in cowboy boots and belt with the big buckle.
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There's snow and the big cold
the makes all the colors seem bold
glistening snow n' howling wind
makes the trees break, not bend
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You look at me with disgrace
As if I am an unknown race
I get the look of disgust
And I got thrown in the dust
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Why am I such an ugly sight,
these I get hurt me a long while;
They replay in my mind when I cry at night.
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That one dream,
that very dream that has never left my mind.
It was the dream I feared of coming true.
Where you were so happy, so peaceful.
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I found my love when I was sixteen.
I love him with all my heart.
My love for him is bigger than any sea!
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