07/31/2008 B Note To My Unborn Child Poem by Coreena Dejesus

My fingers hit the keys as i write this letter to you,
To only know you even existed for just a few.
I wanted you more than words can explain,
The feeling I have is more then just pain.

I love your father still to this day,
Loosing you was hard to say.
I know your father would have been a good dad,
First man I ever trusted were not together, isn't that sad?

I didn't get to tell you hello or even goodbye,
I have to live with this till the day that i die.
I'm so blind i didn't notice i didn't see,
You were just growing inside me.

Would you have had my smile, your fathers eyes?
Would i have let your gender be a surprise?
So many questions so much i wish i could do,
I wish i could have just saw you.

To kiss you on the forehead tell you goodnight,
Your little eyes looking up so bright,
I'll never got the chance to show you the world
This situation was crazy the way it twirled.

To know your gone my heart hasn't smiled,
I know I wanted you as my child.
In heaven one day we will meet,
Until that day I'll be incomplete.