Blue Eyes Poem by Carla Nestoros

You were there, observing me
Looking at me all night long
Piercing blue and empty, your eyes
Held my stare, so strong

You gave me an enticing smile
As i fell to the floor
Lifted me up with so much ease
And led me to the door

As you grabbed another bottle
And lead me through the night
You poured the vodka down my throat
Said ‘It’s going to be alright’

You knew that i’d been broken
As you stroked my hair
Said it didn’t matter if he didn’t
Because you’d always care

You leaned me against the wall
‘How dare he treat you like dirt,
You know i’d never hurt you’
As your hand went up my skirt

I could of screamed or stopped you
But i was weak and my emotions done
The worst thing about this, my nightmare
It wasn’t just over in one

I craved the moments we met
So i could be pierced with blue
You wanted me, for anything
And everybody knew

My body was your rag doll
Your touch all i could feel
Until he came my way, my dear
My heart struggled to heal

You faded fast, my gentleman friend
I feel exhilaration without the pain
I’m loved, shame on you, my captor
Who can never, ever pierce me again.