Broken Heart Poem by Amanda Craven

At first it was just us three.
I felt so much happier and free.
I never thought that things would turn out like this.
Instead I wish I was the one you'd kissed.
I can't stomach the fact that my 2 best friends are falling in love.
Because now I feel like this poor shlub.
I just wished I was the one you would laugh with and kiss.
It just makes me think of all the past times I miss.
Every time I try and call you my heart races.
But when I try to speak I'm getting nothing but blank spaces.
I just wanna tell you that I love you that's all.
Hoping you would see that I called.
Its just not fair and its tearing me apart.
I guess ill just keep dreaming with a broken heart.