Glare Poem by Amanda Craven

I'm getting angry with my life each and everyday.
Because I know things will never change.
I love you so much I can hardly move, I'm so numb.
I keep thinking you will choose me and it makes me feel so dumb.
I remember when I first saw you I said I had to have your or I would I would die.
Now all I do is sit here and cry.
I've sacrificed a lot for you, done so much to show you how much I care.
But all I can do is sit here and its so unfair.
I feel like my life is nothing but a big GLARE.