Broken, Lust And No Love.... Poem by Black Rose Night

Broken with sorrow..
Drowned with Bloody tears and burned black with pain....
My cold, black heart is aching...
Because of all this pain...
It's all the same when it comes to the internal pain called heartbreak...
I can't stop thinking of this never ending life..
Eternity unbareable and the Thirst unquinchable....
Humans look at me and see a Goddess, not the real me...
They only see the lust in their hearts and all i see is the pain and sorrow im about to bring....
I lust for their life and they lust for my body...
When i come into veiw thats all they can do is Lust...
They can't help that i cause temptation and sin...
For i am the Angel of death and sin....
Darkness is my party and all humans are invited...
I can garentee that it will not end so greatly..
how can anyone love a killer? ? ?
How can anyone love and accept the real me when im a monster that only exsist in their nightmares and dreams....? ?
How can anyone love me and not the beauty they see, but the real me?
No human can truly love me and so i wait for death to knock on my door...
For bloody tears of a broken heart, lust and no love is all that i see...
And thats wat it shall be...