Buried Love Poem by Miles Ayres

The words spit on me only pollute,
some words i'd like to say but i've fallen mute.
A love once so rich and profound,
now drug induced, i've fallen to the ground.
The pain, the loss it's all to great
Trouble sleeping at night, because it's myself i hate.

Amrix, Alcohol, Nicotine, Clonazepam
Hydrocodone, Caffeine, Marijuana, Diazepam
I self medicate to stop the pain
inside this whole i'm in again.
I get high to self meditate,
but the weight of the world is just to great.
Loved but lonely,
Drugs and Alcohol are my one and only!

Another bud light to stop the shaking,
one more vicodin to stop the aching.
Tonight please just grant me this one favor,
Hold me till' morning and i swear i'll be braver.
I can hear an internal clock of impending doom,
By god's gentle grace let it come soon.

Amrix, Alcohol, Nicotine, Clonazepam
Hydrocodone, Caffeine, Marijuana, Diazepam
I self medicate to stop the pain
inside this whole i'm in again.
I get high to self meditate,
but the weight of the world is just to great.
Loved but lonely,
Drugs and Alcohol are my one and only!

My spirit's dead,
My heart is black.
I know it's fatal to me
but self-control is what i lack.
Sucked dry, knocked down, beaten to the floor,
Yet still i always rise up awaiting more.