Closed Chapter Poem by Mehta Hasmukh Amathaal

All pages of little diary just turn one by one
I read all but attracts none
Some of them are worthwhile
Yet I prefer to forget them meanwhile

I read many messages of good will
It encourages me to write and respond still
Many write about my beautiful face
Some of them express intensely to be in race

I feel so good about the feelings
As it makes me special entity meant for stealing
They want me as their closest one
To be the only one and firstly done

How many came with such proposals?
Some of them were with special offer on arrivals
I disregarded all but preferred on one name
I confess today but with no shame

What did he do with me specially?
Was it intentional to harm me really?
I won't harp more on bitter past
Such memories hurt and do not last

Some of the messages flash on desk
They are usual but not with good test
I find his message with love and regret
It is his only last wish and wanted to let

I have learned a lot in these late days
I had dark and troublesome ways
It has caused me enough of pain and agony
I wish to pardon all with names of many

I feel intensity and earnestness
I can visualize too tears on his face
But bye gone are bye gone
I am not going to be moved as one

The pages move on with wind's flow
As if wanting to close and chapters to go
It has nothing more to reveal
Remain in wallet for little longer to conceal