Do They Actually See Through U And See How Sad U Feel Inside? Poem by Crystal sing my sorrow

I talk about love i think of life
I just want to kill myself
everytime i make a mistake
but if i do that who will i hurt? ?
I have been liven a life that is pain
People only see happiness on the outside
But do they actually see through u and see how sad u feel?
Do they even care if u fall and can't get up knowing u struggle to get through life and love because it is all the same?
Life love and People just cause me to cut i can't die yet for god hasn't tooken me as i sleep
I want him to take my pain at least since the cuts on my arm just show how much i i stuggle inlife and the pain that all this has done to me!