Dreaming A Dream Of Yesterday Poem by William Ryan

Dreaming a dream from yesterday,
Seems so close yet so far away,
The people I once touched,
That I thought Loved me so much,
Now just a faded dream,
Real it does no longer seem,
Still it leaves me deeply sad,
Remembering what for a short time we had,
Thinking that it would never end,
But now it all seems like something that was only pretend,
Even after all that we did,
It was no different than a game as a kid,
Not another word will ever be spoken,
About a bleeding heart that's now broken,
One that may never again feel,
Not knowing for sure what's real,
After feeling the shame,
Of falling for yet another game,
Not another chance can I take,
Never knowing if it's love or all fake,
The truth we still try to find,
But by love we are yet again blind,
Once again where do we fit,
True Love can we ever get?