Dreamy Fear Poem by Nina gáspari

I am afraid of myself
When i´m around you
Cause I know that whatever it is
That you may ask me i´m gonna do
Carefree thoughts running wild
My imagination's playing tricks
On me, solely based on your smile
My dreams appear to be cyclical
Trying to deal with a crazy situation
That takes place in a deserted destination
Without being cynical
My heart skips a beat
Everytime i surrender
Solely based on the fantasized wish
That you will keep on coming to rescue me
I am afraid of myself
When around your old self
But what can I do?
My concrete inspiration is you.