Emo Mom Poem by neon rowles

I keep myself busy then they force me to stop
My mind starts swirling with horror and self doubt
I kept myself busy so this didn't come out
I'm scared that my opinion of myself is true
My fire my strength has left me alone to pull through
That time of the month it happens all the time,
Yet these feelings are so intense and they keep me awake at night

I can't play today child my mind is somewhere else
the feeling of dread when I see the look on your face
After those words come out my mouth
I just want you to know I'm trying, I try every day
just wish the voices in my head would go away