Essay Of The Man Noone Wants To Be Poem by Lee Obie

Finally i realize this too late but.....
* apparently i am one of those people who i always hoped id never be.

* The information Highway moves to fast for me
* The world is spinning so fast that all i can do is reach out and try to bring someone else along the ride.

*I hurt People, especially those that cannot hurt back
* When they hurt back, i hurt deeper
* The cycle still continues
* Who Am I? ...
* One person says I'm this while the other says I'm that
* Who am I to me?
* That is definitely one thing i wish i knew
* I try not to get close because that's when the hurt begins (or should i say hurting)
* To avoid getting close i shoot the bullet
* Never again will i get shot
* Not after what happened last time......the bullet still remains
* Then I even brag sometimes
* I do....about how much the other is hurting
* Or maybe ill play the victim
* Yeah that will make me look good
* Maybe I'm not such a bad guy after all they will say
* That's when ill play the next fool
* This is the person i never dreamed id be
* I used to always tell myself id never be this way
* But.......
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* I am.....................