Fake Smile! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Poem by Hadyn Rodriguez

I hide behind all these colors.
Everything is OK, even when i'm alone my insides scream so loud tears form in my eyes. I show everyone a different color of me.
God won't answer my prayers I'm so miserable, only thing that matters to me is everyone else's happiness.
No matter how deep you look in my eyes, hell i'll open up my soul to you but i promise you still wont see me. When or if you ever do meet me you still won't even know me. Yeah you may know my past and all Ive been through but do you really Truly know me at all. You won't see any pain, hurt, happiness not even numbness.Once you Meet me the Only thing i'll give you is my Beautiful Huge Sweet Fake Smile.....