Fighthing Thoughts (Ana) Poem by RayOfLight. madonna

i wish i could tell you everything
i really wish i could
its getting so hard, i just wanna run from it all
run away into the blackness, where i cant be found

wish i never started this in the first place
i feel like crying, these mental chains make me go insane
it hurts lying to you every single time
i know you would disagree, and i bet lots of people will
but i cant keep everyone happy, im doing this one for myself.

my heart and my mind pulling me in opposite directions,
don't know which one is right.

i feel weak, i feel tired, to tired to fight.