JAR Poet

With my self destruction I did not see.....
so many people drawn too me.

My soul is filled with life,
I beg and beg....
to forget being a wife.

Somewhere i have lost site of my role,
no longer giving effort to the things I know,

I'm supposed to love with grace...
all I talk about is disgrace....
how I cannot
put my own self
in my face,
how sad,
I've become...
How broken
and numb....

Don't think
that I have never
kept souls in my heart
so true.....
I care too much,
I want too much,
I'm human
I like touch...
so much
smarter
I have to be...

I want
and want
so much
more for me....

I'm so guilty,
I just am....
forgiveness...
so hard
to be
a part of the plan....
but I will,
I can...

Erased from sin..
that is my plan.

So please forgive me,
my thoughts,
my poems.....

this author is a true heart
that roams.....