Sam Byron (053191 / waterville)

you say im pushing you away. you want to know what is wrong and why and what have you done. but would you ever understand?

how do i make you understand that it's not you that i'm not ready. i don't trust this soon. things take time.
you want to know how long but i don't have time frames or limits that to me it happens when it happens. when i get comfortable i get comfortable i don't know when or how

it's not your fault it's my bubble, my hurt and pain. questions and doubts..... i don't know it just happens...
how to put into words and explain is something i can't do for i don't understand entirely.