Harming Myself Poem by ESPN CHICK

Taking it day by day
Week by week
I can't handle it any longer
So I take the knife over and over I scar my body

Don't care if I die
I just want to feel alive for a moment or two
Judge me however you want I don't care

Cause I know deep down you have an addiction too
Look at me and see that these scars they tell a story
Each and every one has their own little story
A story that no one has dared to listen too

They say whatever they want
Not caring if they add more pain
But I swear its okay cause what goes around comes back around

It feels so good to see the scars to feel the pain
To feel alive for once in my life
Thats the only thing I know what to do with my body
Feeling the pain each and every day

Yeah I'm harming myself
Try and stop me
You will never be able to stop me

Keep letting me hurt and feel the pain
Until I'm where I'm supposed to be
Until I'm six feet under
Its not like you actually care anyhow

May 20,2008
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