Has It Gotten Any Better? Poem by Brittany Reedy

Tell me what you're thinking
When you look into my eyes.
What you've told me all this time...
Was it a pack of lies?
I need to know the truth, my love
Before i fall apart.
Tell me what's been thought of since
You shredded up my heart

I think all day and cry all night...
Which I'm really sick of doing.
Yet you give it not a thought all day...
Just make it more confusing.
Please decide what way you love me.
A couple years should be enough.
You've had all the time in the world
To think about that stuff.

Half a year into our love,
You tell me I'm the one.
I live on that and feed on that
When life feels like it's done.
What'll I do when those thoughts come back
And i no longer have that fact?
If I decide to end my life
What would you feel... how would you act?