Hearing Your Pause Poem by Brandon Wade

hearing your pause going on and on and on....
this silence causing misery last to long....
i try to brake away...
from my thoughts of you today...
my feelings are torn so much....
pain and suffering are as such...
i try to snap back to reality....
all i do is lose my gravity...
my hold on life, the brighter side of my mind.....
pessimistic thoughts is the only thing i find....

taking forever for you to move...
its so unreal...
that the voice that use to sooth...
is the pain that i feel...
take these thoughts from me...
i dont need them anymore...
its things i dont need to see...
take them theyre yours...
hearing your pause going on and on and on...
you took to long and now im gone...

all these thoughts im thinking...
lead to all this pointless shaking...
oh my god my heart is breaking...
i cant survive this pain im taking...
while you were playing your games...
i set my life to flames...
i tried so hard for you...
and this is what it comes too...
im so pathetic, you made me finally see it...
im so pathetic, i know it was you who did it....

please tell me everthing you said...
is just a mindless thought in my head...
paranoia of the end...
that it happens again, and again...
but why to me, these fake smiles...
making me happy, then breaking my heart from miles...
i thought i had it all...
then i finally saw...
im so pathetic, you made me finally see it...
im so pathetic, i know it was you who did it...

Thank You Morrison p.s. i win