His Story Poem by Mohamed ElHallag

I pick up my pen
Think for a while
Write a couple of lines
Angry, I throw away my file
I want to say what I feel
But it’s not that simple
It’s a story to which heroes would kneel
And as I think of it, I tremble

Today, I’ll tell you a story of might
For you my good listener,
It can give you light
Today, I’ll tell you my story
A story about love, sacrifice
And a little bit of glory

It's about a boy who fell in love
And tried to make it work out
He prayed for the lord above
If he told her she wouldn't walk out

He thought for eternity or what seemed so
Then he said the magical word
He said ' I love you '
But he didn't expect what she did do

She left his heart shattered
And he went on his way wandering
He went home, slept
To let his heart relax from the suffering



He tried to forget about her
To continue his life normally
But when he went to his work she was there
He tried to not to look at her intentionally

A week or two but he couldn't do it anymore
He fell in love with her all over again
He knew he loved her deeply into his core
But he realized that all he gained...Was pain

So he tried not to show this love
He didn't want to be hurt again
He didn't want to do anything goof
He just wanted to relieve his heart from pain

And after a strong fight with himself
He couldn't hide himself which is controlling
But after what happen and loved her he started 'what if'
He just felt like a slave crawling

He was obsessed with her very much
Addicted to the look of her smile
He missed a lot her lovely touch
But when he wants to talk to her he must think for a while

Her beautiful golden hair
And her brown lovely eyes
She was like a girl from a fairy tale
From this beauty he just couldn't resist

As he laid under a tree
He went to sleep and dreamt
That him and her were free
When he woke up he hoped it wasn't just a dream

Then he tried to say and let her know that he loves her
But he didn't wanna do it in the wrong way again
Because her left was his great fear
And he wanted to feel happy not pain

He put all his passions in a paper
Because paper was his dear friend
And it'll make him feel closer
And it won't let him lose another friend

So he went writing stories
It was about his broken heart
But people start reading it and says 'awesomeness'
He was smiling but inside he was tearing apart

Then he found it's the only way to say 'I love you'
Then he started to continue in this field
Just to proof to her he is always true
But with every story he was afraid

He was afraid that she doesn't get what he is writhing
That she just reads it as the other although it's for her
She doesn't how much he was fighting
Just to attract her care

But somehow he started to get used on this as he thought
But just when he didn't see her for a week or so
He just felt that he was caught
Caught by the evil spirits, , saying you won’t go

These evil ideas got him
Why you are caring for her
Her love is so dim
But he decided not to give up her

then he hoped that he chose right
because he won't pass through pain again
he knew that he have to fight
just not to be lost in her maze chain

Now he’s confused
He just lays there thinking
Looks in the horizon
With eyes that are not blinking

A vow was made
And a promise that he kept
Loving her was like a raid
He lost, his heart was swept


Don't think that this is the end of the story
the end won't be said that soon
because it's a life time story
i hope this poem will be remembered as i'm on