How I Feel Now. Poem by Nicole Mallon

You left so suddenly I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye.
All I do now is think of you. It's like you took a part of me with you.
And left me wondering my whole life through.

I never got to say 'I love you' or 'good-bye'! But I know you can see me and wish to say those things too. But you can't be with me anymore. I've got to do things on my own now without your help. But I have changed since you been gone, and I will always be your 'little girl'!

Now that it has been two years, do you think I would forget you that easily? No, I will remain all my life to being your 'little girl'! Even though you have been gone two years the pain I felt that awful Saturday night, is strong whenever I see others with there fathers. I will always hold a special place in my heart for you.

Most people think I'm crazy when I say 'I'm hollow, I don't feel anything'! But that is what you caused when you left. The pain intesify when I miss you most or when I think of you.

But I will always have your memory in my heart from now until I join you in heaven myself. You will always have a special place in my heart.