How I Really Feel Poem by Christina Phan

I been hiding that I feel great and myself again, but
The true is that I’m wreck and tangled inside
I try to be strong and brave, but at end I’m not
I been lying to myself all along
No one can understand what I’m going through
Only you can understand me well
My eyes only see you
My heart can’t lie
I still love you
I'm so blind by love
That I only think of you
If I let you go, I just want to hold you again
I try ever possible and nothing will work
What am I supposed to say or do?
Maybe I got wait and see
This pain will never go away after all
You are the first guy who got me in so much pain and make me like this way
I know there sign to give you up, but I don’t see it or get it
I just need one last talk, email, or call from you
I can’t get out of your world or get you out of my mind
How I really feel