I Am Broken Poem by Katie Huntress

I am broken
torn apart
where is my daddy
where is my mommy
i want to see you both
daddy please save me
mommy please hold me
letters are sent
waiting for the response
not knowing what will happen
i gave her too many chances
pleading to God for hope
wanting parents to love me
in a way so i can love them
daddy please tell me the truth
mommy please stop using the drugs
taking it out on myself
scars on the inside
that can't get repaired
scars on the outside
that can fade away
but the the pain will always stay
three words i want to say
three words that mean alot
those three words which are hard to say
what should i do?
you hurt me, not knowing whats going to happen next
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU
i care for you even though you hurt me
i pray everynight i could have you both
the prayer has been said
it hasn't been answered
please help me God
i feel so helpless
where are the parents that had me
the parents that cared for me when i was born
so many questions
very little answers
watering eyes, broken heart
words are useless
writings hard, breathings deep
thinking hurts
praying words flow
flow through the broken soul of mine
they need to know
there children care and love them
but if they keep going down the wrong way
then they won't get the love they want

Don’t save me please
Don’t look at me
I am alone in this battle
As I might struggle
Locked inside
Always hide