I Am Sorry Poem by Prachi Chauhan

A road up straight with twists around
A strong step up yet two steps down
Too thick at times or thin maybe
That's how the life goes my baby
Seem clear as glass to me at times
And sometimes as a murky marsh to climb
I drown I fail I lose myself
Ready to put back my happiness in shelf
But then I stop and feel a seize
The pull so strong, it's effect increase
I look around and I see you
Wagging at me your finger or two
Telling me to keep holding on
To keep getting up if I stumble upon
You tell me it'll be hard to face the tide
Just believe in love, put everything aside
I feel so full, a part of me back
Stitching dextrously that widened crack
But the sun goes down again and it's cold and dark
The devious impulses and bad luck embarks
I commit some faults too big to let go
But deep in my heart my conscience sinks low
The sinking feeling engulfs my mind
The most regretful of all kinds
But I was told to stand tall and face the world
So I carry a smile forcibly curled
You see the a twinkle but did you see the tear?
Sometimes joys are hollow unlike how they appear
I wear a facade to face a world who doesn't care
So that they don't have shoddy words later to spare
Cz I know the day will sparkle again
Let my love be shown as anything but plain
So my love don't think I forget
My guilts, my faults and my regrets
I know I still have a lot to learn
True respect and your love I have to earn
The days will pass but the love will stay
Withering my faults, our problems away
Don't leave my hand I need you now
I am not letting you down, I vow.