I Don't Know Poem by Nicole Delong

I don't know how I got here,
Where I am,
Why I'm even here.
I don't know why I feel these things,
What I've done,
Who I really am.
I don't know what this is,
Why it was me,
What did I do?
I don't know why I have this pain,
Who gave it to me,
Or even why.
I don't know why I carry this pain,
Why I stayed,
How I survived, what I've become.
All I know is pain,
Numbness, being misunderstood.
The feeling of being forgotten.
Broken.
I don't know where things are supposed to go,
Where I'm supposed to be,
Who I'm supposed to be.
What I even am.
One thing is certain,
The only thing I know is that I don't.